Im laughing now, but Im crying inside, she tells Bustle of her experience.
At the same time, Lenny also toldPage Sixthat hed already moved on withnew girlfriend Katharina Mazepa.
But while Lisas world stopped, the cameras kept rolling, and her fellow Housewives rallied around her.
Im sure there [are] more to come.
Viewers saw one of those secrets exposed in the seasons fourth episode.
(He toldPage Sixhestarted dating Mazepaafter the decision was made to divorce.)
How did you build the strength to become this vulnerable on camera?
I didnt know I could be that strong.
They see my Instagram.
Im not going to post a photo of me crying or curled up in bed in the fetal position.
Im doing good but not great.
Its gonna be a long journey before I get to the other side.
Did you ever think about quittingRHOM, even though you were already filming when Lenny dropped the divorce news?
I signed up for this.
Im trying to be strong for everyone else, because people need that.
People want you to [see] that you might get to the other side.
Whats your relationship like today?
I dont feel like I have her support right now.
Marina and my father-in-law dont want to see the family separate.
But she decided she didnt want to lose Lenny and lose access to her grandchildren when Lennys with them.
As a mother, I get that.
Whats your hope for your relationship with Lenny now?
But so much has happened, [and so] I dont see that in our future right now.
Its just getting so ugly and dark.
Were in the media all the time.
I did not think Nicole had that kind of feistiness within her.
It was a funny moment.
Larsa was even taken aback, and its not like Larsa gets shocked easily.
It was very ballsy for Nicole.
Im sure people are gonna use that to disinvite other people to things in the future.
How would you rate Adrianas new song Fyah?
Shes five stars across the board.
I give her a 10 out of 10.
Julia called Alexia a barracuda, which you had to look up.
How do you feel about the comparison?
Oh my God, she does not look like a barracuda at all.
Shes one of the most stunning women Ive ever seen.
She looks like a Barbie.
Thats all Im gonna say about that.
What are you hoping fans see from you ifRHOMreturns for a sixth season?
I hope fans see me coming into my power, like a phoenix rising out of the ashes.
That was my goal.
I was always trying to do the most I could, because it ultimately helped us.
verify you have your own side hustle, so you dont get left in that situation.
This interview was edited and condensed for clarity.
This article was originally published onMarch 2, 2023
source: www.bustle.com